;

 I'm about to shrivel up and die.
But who's 'I'?
Which 'I'?
Which one of 'I' is speaking for me now?

I'm just going to type selfishly here, may I?
I hate myself now
I don't know who I am
What do I establish myself upon?
Sadness?

My counsellor told me about EDMR
Not sure whether I want to undertake it
I don't feel like killing myself today.

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Ｉａｄｍｉｔ．
Ｉ’ｍ　ｄｅｐｒｅｓｓｅｄ．
Ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｗｈｙ　Ｉ’ｍ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｓｅｅ　ａ　ｃｏｕｎｓｅｌｌｏｒ．

Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｔｒｕｓｔ　ｔｈｅｍ．
Ｂｕｔ　Ｉ ｎｅｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｓａｖｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ．

Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ．

Ｉ　ｄｏｎｔ’　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．

Ｔｈｅ　ｍｕｓｉｃ　ｉｓ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｌｏｕｄ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ．

Ｔｈｅ　ｓｅａ　ｉｓ　ｔｏｏ　ｆａｒ　ａｗａｙ．

Ｉ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｓｃｒｅａｍ
ｗｈｅｒｅ　ｎｏｂｏｄｙ　ｃａｎ　ｈｅａｒ　ｉｔ．

Ｉ ｃａｎ’ｔ　ｓｌｅｅｐ．
Ｉｔ’ｓ　ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｉｎｓｏｍｎｉａ．

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Ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ　Ｉ ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｌｏｗ　ｍｙ　ｈｅａｄ　ｕｐ．
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Ｄｉｎｏｐｅｎｉｓ

Ｉ ｋｎｏｗ　Ｉ ｄｉｄｎ’ｔ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ
Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　Ｉ ｓａｉｄ　Ｉ’ｄ　ｄｏ　ｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ

Ｈａ

ｆｕｃｋ　ｍｅ！

Ａｎｙｗａｙ
Ｈａｌｌｏｗｅｅｎ　ｈａｓ　ｐａｓｔ

Ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｃｒｕｓｈ　ｗａｌｋｅｄ　ｐａｓｔ　ｍｅ　ｔｏｄａｙ

Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔａｌｋ　ｔｏ　ｈｉｍ

Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｋｉｓｓ　ｈｉｍ　ｓｏｏｏｏ　ｂａｄ

Ｈｅ　ｈａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｓｔ　ｓｅｘｉｅｓｔ　ｌｉｐｓ　ｅｖｅｒ

Ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｙｐｅ　ｗｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ

Ｋｎｏｗｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｗａｒｒａｎｔ　ａｎ　ａｒｒｅｓｔ　

ｈａｈａ

Ｉ’ｌｌ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｍａｋｅ　ｄｏ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇ　ｉｍａｇｉｎａｔｉｏｎ　ｓｋｉｌｌｓ；）

Ｈａｐｐｙ　ｈａｌｌｏｗｅｅｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｓｅｘｙ　ｍｕｄｄａｈｈｕｃｋａｈｓ　ｘ

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