;

 I'm about to shrivel up and die.
But who's 'I'?
Which 'I'?
Which one of 'I' is speaking for me now?

I'm just going to type selfishly here, may I?
I hate myself now
I don't know who I am
What do I establish myself upon?
Sadness?

My counsellor told me about EDMR
Not sure whether I want to undertake it
I don't feel like killing myself today.