Monday, December 10, 2012

just discovered this music artist,
’ Max Richter’ on spotify.

The moment I heard ’vladmir’s blues’
My heart stopped.

it’s one of those moments in life where
time seems unimportant,
and all that fills your eyes are colors.
And your chest hurts, in a beautiful,
sad way.

Although I feel suicidal, 
I don’t want to die.
Because it’s not my obligation to die.
If I wanted to die, I should’ve done so 

Much earlier. When I was 13 or something.

You meet less people.
You hurt less people.

A dream I had. I was wading out to the open waters naked.

With the bright moon ahead.

Thinking about how beautiful it was.

And then I reached a depth where I was drowning.

And I woke up.


B.B

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